you are under attack

 

 Suicide and depression are generally caused by being under attack from another dimension. illness or injury can also cause serious mental instability.

There are traumatic events that can enhance the forces of evil's ability to attack.

Ultimately God is in control, but let's not forget the Bible, Job 2:3

 And the LORD said unto Satan, Hast thou considered my servant Job, that there is none like him in the earth, a perfect and an upright man, one that feareth God, and escheweth evil? and still he holdeth fast his integrity, although thou movedst me against him, to destroy him without cause.

Somehow, God kept Job, even though God was moved to destroy him without cause.

I'm not big on drugs. Sometimes you need a change. Go to God and the Bible first.